Blood Bath

im sick and tired of people saying that my blog is laggy wad-so-ever... i'm switching to wordpress. though limiting, but so be it.. EDIT fuck.. i give up... i dun understand how the wordpress works..

Going bras basah soon. Apply for a job at popular... Arghh.. I'm so scared.. First time applying a job personally. Wait, 2nd. First is last year, mac. Lol... Didn't get accepted though. Lol... Both time need people go with me. Thanks yek liang! Lol. Garh.. Dunno wad to do at home sia.. Btw, yesterday went for a movie with jovyne n junliang. My girlfriend is an agent. Although the movie is in korean, and I probably dun understand the 'blabbering', I still laughed alot.. Overall, the movie is nice. Action comedy. In KOREAN! Haha.. First korean movie.. Lol! +1 on my list of 'First times in 2009'. Haha.. I'll remember to put that list on on the last day of 2009. Haha. Anw, after the movie, we wanted to bowl. BUT! The bowling alley closed for competition. Ended up going home. BORING!!!! This few recent 'AWW-THINGS' aren't good. Haiz. Can't we have a proper outing? Class chalet next week.. I might not go if I get my job. Besides, not many people ...

spent my whole day reformatting my comp.. n tweaked alot of stuffs.. i love my new desktop now =D enjoy.. check out the Zune player.. damn cool.. thanks kaihong! haha... okay.. got to sleep now.. tmr going out... movie.. my girlfriend is an agent, then bowling.. first time watching a non-english show in cinema... lols..

currently looking for a job... Jovyne recommended me jobstreet.com. whee.. found the ad on temp cashier at john little expo sale. application submissions ends today. wtf.. now rushing to type my resume, lucky my sis gave me her resume as a template, but alot of things i still dunno how to do.. garh.. really need a job.. dun wan waste time rotting in singapore doing nothing. garh.. n i need a lot advice from my sis.. lols.. okay, back to thinking of how to type that letter.. damn it.

Finally. Over le. After 4 years in AHS, it's finally over. But. But. The holiday mood isn't there. I can't feel it. Watched 2012 today. Jovyne said it was sadistic. YES. IT IS. People dying, getting crushed, blah blah blah.. Overall it was not bad. The story plot, not much actually. Just, people dying. HAHAHA... The movie was nice, but I almost freeze to death. Lol.. After the movie, I went home. Yes, went home. We spent half an hour trying to decide on our next location. And ended up all going home. Fuck it. If there's another outing, planned everything from start to the end. Fuck. I hate wasting time deciding. Fuck it. Take it as a rant. I'm pissed. Totally. Came home and saw my sister playing Audition. THE FUCKING LAPTOP CANT TAKE ANYMORE GAMES! FUCK IT! FUCK! I CANT EVEN PLAY MY SOASE! _|_ Goddammit. FML.

不知不觉，2009年迈进最后的48天，很快的，我就要离开圣中了。心情，没有什么特别的。不会很想念任何事﹑任何人，仿佛明年还会上同个学校。我无法想像明天就是在圣中最后一天。好像，一场梦。刚刚上补习班的最后一堂课。还是，没什么感觉。我是否太无情了？这，应该就是我。不会对这种事抱着任何流念，就算有，也不会表现出来。可能我太不想信他人了，真正的朋友也很少。嗨，埋怨太多了。我，又要孤独的度过这几个月了。好想好想考好，进入TJ，好想好想。。。

okay, 33/40 for physics paper 1 isn't that bad. okay. chem tmr, got to do well. after that it would be playtime! swee... movie at bugis with the gang. looking forward to that. as for the shopping later, i dun think i would be buying anything.. lol.. haiz.. 2 mcq papers to do.. haiz..

Okay, last paper to go. I screwed my chinese and physics. FML. I jus wanna play now.. Screw it.

O-Day 12 O Levels can be said to be over le. All important papers are gone! Left P1s and Chinese! PLAYTIME BABY!! lol.. okay.. movies i wanna watch during the holidays. 1. 2012 (12 Nov) 2. Avatar (17 Dec) Both are large scale action films. I WANNA WATCH! damn..

Day 10 10 down, 6 to go. Tue was World History.. Okay okay only.. Nth to comment on it. Tdy was physics P2. Like chem p2, i can finish the paper, but i dunno if im correct. So, screw it. Hope physics get at least an A2... B3 and below sucks.. Lol.. Tmr sea history. Until now havent study. Looks like i heck care le.. A1 leh. possible ma? Haiz. Played sins for 5hours jus now. Wasted alot of time, but i think it was good. I dunno wad to do during the afternoon. Cant study. So play. Lols.. Later go read ms fadhzila's notes and txtbk.. Im going in with chpt 2, but read chpt 3 for back up.. Lol.. Tmr read 2nd time, so memory will be fresh =D Okay, enough crapping. Jiayou people. Keep fighting, dun lose hope, even when things are looking bleak. 'Always look at the bright side of life'... Rethink about your goals, get back your motivation and get that fighting spirit bad. Good luck all. Just a tiny bit more. *so gonna screw my humanities D=*

just watched momolove episode 3. Super funny. Dun wan reveal too much. Either go youtube watch or watch it on chnl u this coming saturday. But srsly damn funny. Haha.. Now I'm feeling better, no more emo-ing, heck care Ss and chem. It's over, so be it. Look forward. HISTORY! Okay. Mugging time!

O-Day +7 I shall proclaim that my SS is screwed. Smoked thru sbq, essay 3 para for first one, 2 for the second one. No conclusion. Sbq 1a crap, 1b crap, 1c 4 lines, 1d 3 lines. Can pass sbq is a miracle, seriously. Seq came out theme 2, 3 & 4. I spotted all 3 correctly, but I noe I didn't do well for the essays at all. Next, chemistry. Not confident of my answers. Half-asleep while doing the first 4 questions, didn't bothered to check my answers, handwriting small and messy. Ques2 careless, go put true for ammonia when the atom has 7 valence electrons. Dun even noe how hydrogen fuel cells work. Garh. I'm screwed. Day 7 is a terribly bad day. History paper 2 tmr. Hope I dun screw up like today. Damn. I'm go join the Emo Like Timo Club le.. Haiz...