Blood Bath

O-Day +6 Day 6. Saturday. Slacked in the morning, just had tuition, now sitting in bedok mac wait for my mum to be released from work. Going tampines mall for dinner. Lol.. Just saw a bunch of kids slapping each other on the face. Making a fool of themselves in public sia.. Kids these days.. Haiz.. Tmr's dad's bday. Suppose to go out celebrate, but im busy with o's, sisters not free.. Haiz.. O's sucks. Nvm, it's gonna be over. N i'll get my life back. N i need a new comp, more memory space for phone, or a mp3. Garh. Money. I wanna go cycling, i wanna hang out with the gang. Stupid o's. Nvm. It's all gonna be over soon.. And y o's suck? My humanities still not confident. SS one more theme and that's it. History havent even start revising for SEA. Zzz. Im killing time typing post. 10 minutes to go. Sian sian sian.. Okay. Enough ranting. Cya.

O-Day +5 6 down, 10 to go. I'm full of confidence for an A1 for A Math. But, I'm scared that I'll be like mid yr, 飞得越高，跌得越重... Garh. It's over for Maths now. Sciences and Humanities next. I still need to study my SS & History. To be honest, I've yet to touch my SEA book. Die. Humanities. My weakness, my fear, my worry. I must get an A to go TJ. I dun wish that I cant get into TJ cos of Humanities, very depressing de!!! Garh.. I shall jus do my very best ba.. Haiz. Week 1 has ended, with much pleasure. Week 2 will begin soon, and I'm scared.

O-Day +4 4 papers down, 12 to go. English was somewhat okay. I dunno if i did well, but im hoping a B3, best an A. E Maths was surprisingly easy, but if it's so easy to many of us, means sure moderated. Jus hope i dun careless, after double checking. A few marks gone le. Argh.. Tdy's A Maths. Just gonna hope that everything is easy enough.. Dun nervous!! Garhhh.. Okay. Need go prepare le. Cya!

3 My favourite number, and, the number of days left to O Levels. I, still dont really feel the stress. It's 3 days you know? 3 only.. Tdy, sat and sun, then poof, im in the exam hall. Wth. Lot's of things to do, especially English. But my stupid nose has been running about for the whole morning. Sneeze n sneeze n sneeze.. Garhh.. Can some1 catch it back for me? LOL! Haha... Everyone's busy with studying, i guess i've got to catch it myself. Haiz.. Okay, good luck people! 3 days to Hell, 21 days to Freedom. Hang on guys! *Wth, when did it became so damn close?*

a couple of vids to destress... Aren't they humourous? Did they tickled your intellect and senses, causing you to express yourself in laughter? Hahaha. 3 days left.. JIAYOU PEOPLE!

Finally. My modem is back online. Changed the modem, and it's okay le.. Haiz.. 6 days. Suddenly felt that there's alot of things to do. English, SS, History, Lit, Chinese above all the Sciences and Maths. Arghh.. I shouldn't be here I guess. Damn. I'm going off. I'll just use this computer to play songs. Lol. Cya ppl. 6 days. ARGH. *hang on a bit more, it's almost there*

7 days left.. I guess i jus felt the tension. Now i'm in bedok lib, mugging SS like crazy, hoping to do some last minute revision of the once-given-up subject. Just realised how big globalisation is. It's frigging hard.. Alot of things for part 3.. My head's blowing up, my ass hurts from sitting straight for 4hrs. Awww. Plus i jus spent $6 for breakfast at mac.. Aww, aww, aww.. Okay.. Need to finish the damn globalisation.. Cya..

okay.. as u can see, i jus changed my skin.. it's still black n white. the theme still revolves around Linkin Park's Given Up. If u noe the song, u should be able to spot them easily.. a couple of things to take note. i've used quite a few scripts.scroll n hide. i've also added a mixpod. alot of ppl use, so i jus put lor. there's eight songs. Out Of Control - Hoobastank Given Up - Linkin Park Condemned - Dead By Sunrise Walking In Circles - Dead By Sunrise 晴天 - 周杰倫 稻香 - 周杰倫 黑糖秀 - 棒棒堂 苦茶 - 棒棒堂 & 黑澀會美眉 lazy to add more. this songs jus came out from the top of my head.. okay. i guess jus got to let u ppl enjoy my new update.. okay. cya! *just a couple of days left*

Posting again, at tm:) Jus bought a 2-way audio jack. Now i can play music frm my phone with the speakers at home.. Shiok sia.. But have some static when played loudly, im connecting to a mic jack, cant do much.. I really wanna buy new headphones, and an amplifier. Wah, dale's amp quite zai.. So much more clearer, n his headset.. Omg.. Jealous!!! Maybe i'll get those two once i work aft o's.. Or maybe when my mum reward me for my o level results.. Now it's 7-8 then can get.. Thx mr chan for saying tat to my mum. Lol.. Sian sia.. Got to work hard lor.. Garhhh... I need more memory for my phone 1gb is not enough.. I wan a 4gb, best if 8gb.. Haha.. 8gb.. More than enough to put all my songs in... Hahaha.. For the time being, it's hard work.. 9 more days.. Haiz.. Chat with my parents over lunch. The topic was me, my future. What am i gonna do? Civil engineering seems to interest me, after animation. But i dun think animation's for me. I'm not very artistic, wo

Okay posting again. No lessons today. So woke up late. Shiok sia.. Haha.. But damn. I'm gonna go up stage later.. Grad ceremony.. Wad am i gonna do?? Earlier this year when i went up, i hurried all the way.. Almost ran to my prize, grabbed it, a quick bow, and got out asap.. I didnt even dared to look at the audience. 1500+ pairs of eyes, im scared.. This time, sec3, and parents.. Smaller, but i am scared..Still scared. Wad should i do when im on stage? Omg.. I seriously lost!!! Arghh.. Even though i'm leaving, i dun feel anything.. Lol.. Okay something else.. This few days was fun.. Mg's 'Guess' kept us laughing.. Haha.. 1st question was a Lion, n the answer is me! Haha.. Then i went to use fb's 'Your Past Life' application. N i got a Lion. Coincidence? Or fate? Haha.. 2nd was a Cat. I dun get it. The answer was Jovyne. ???? Lol.. Okay. 3rd was a giveaway. Wolf. Who else? 4th was Owl. Ho Ming? I still dun get it.. Im waiting for the 5th to come.. No

DEAD BY SUNRISE's OUT OF ASHES IS OFFICIAL OUT TOMORROW!!!!!!! but, Chester is so damn nice and he already placed the album on Myspace for streaming!!! YEAH!!!! im getting it asap!!! GARH!! MYSPACE STREAMING lol.. O's in 14 days. damn.. i still dun feel stress, and im sitting in front of the computer. damn.. lol.. need work hard. im able to do 3 amaths paper per day now. cos im in the sch lib for the whole day.. lol.. today i was almost late, in fact, it was already 7:15am when my train reached Bedok. it would have gave me less than 4 minutes to run up the stupid hill to school. n if i cant make it on time, i have to run again.. lol.. so i decided to go Bedok mac n wait for GX, since he going sch late. He woke up at 8am. Lol.. so stayed in mac for about one hour, finished more than half of an add math paper.. I was rather fast. went sch slowly, no sweat:) haha.. okay, i oso dunno wad to type. i'm crapping.. haha.. okay. cya. GOOD LUCK FOR THOSE TAKING YOUR EOYs,

So Close, So Far - Hoobastank I wake up all alone Somewhere unfamiliar I've been gone so many days I'm losing count When I think of home I see your face Though I have to wait We're so close yet so far It's tearing me apart What I would do, I'll be there with you We're so close yet so far It's tearing me apart What I would do to be back with you I miss hearing your laughter All the little things Forgotten what it's like to hold you Cause where I am right now So unforgiving It's numbing everything We're so close yet so far It's tearing me apart What I would do, I'll be there with you We're so close yet so far It's tearing me apart What I would do to be back with you (So promise) No matter how long it takes for me to get back to you You'll wait for me (I promise) No matter how far away I go I'll come back for you Just wait and see I miss being at home I miss your face Don't think I

the previous two posts have been deleted... i've been so foolish. i'm so sorry.

Ahh. Finally felt like posting. I have nothing special in mind to post, so this should be another rant. The exam stress has yet to hit me, but it's very near. 23 more days. My subjects aren't perfect yet, still below my personal expectation. A1 for History, Sciences and Maths. I'm not even halfway thru. I'm lacking the ability to study at home. TV, internet and my comfy sofa and bed. My weekdays are getting less productive. My stamina lasts me only a few days, and dies for the rest of the week. I'm losing speed, I'm losing time, I'm losing hope. I need a new motivating force. My previous ones had drained their capability. Perhaps you. Yes, you. Red Bull, can you give me wings? LOL!!! Haha.. Okay. I'm still thinking positive. Yeah, it's true for what I've mentioned. I'm losing time, I need better stamina to keep me going, maybe I'll change my petrol to Grade 98?? Lol.. Motivation, I've found one, tried to use it, but it doesn't see